I've got no words to describe what's going on right now. Which is probably why I've been neglecting this blog of mine for a while now. I'm going on a hell of a ride doing sort of nothing to my life right now. I'm proud to say my life has definitely improved from where I was standing before. *now I sound like a nut-case who's in some kind of recovering phase*
No, that ain't the case. The case is I know where I stand now, the fact that it somehow disappoints me to finally realize how low I am in your thoughts, but at least now I know. And that somehow hurts less than keeping me wondering for the eternity of life.
Point being said, I shall now set to another endeavor of getting myself to who I was before. I at least want to be that laughing machine I was before I get back into the real world. Right now I'm living with the unicorns walking alongside the rainbows. Yes, this is the life. *winks*
We've been through a rough patch this year, that I can't deny. But we had years of good times, please don't let a skid in our journey get in the way of mending things up. We're successful together, at least that's how I got through the first 2 very successful semesters in college, I had you. I promise next year will be a successful one, I just need you to give me the chance to prove my words.
I have loved you for the longest time, and though it might not seem that I'm giving everything for it, doesn't mean I'm not giving all I have. And if that's not enough, I don't know what is. I love you, best friend. :)
