"the past can hurt,but the way i see it,you either run from it or learn from it."

Friday, December 31, 2010

let the good times roll

so,exactly at 11.59 pm yesterday,which happened to be about a few minutes ago(gosh,it feels so weird),it marks the end of 2010,and the beginning of 2011.a brand new year!so yeah,happy new year.

regardless of what has happened throughout 2010,good or bad,i must say it has been the year that i have felt the most reality.it has by far,been the most significant year of my whole life(counting out 1992 of course,the year i was born.hee).i've seen well,quite a lot of things.

it started out pretty bad by the departure of a friend,then spm result had to came out,craps!then two other friends had to go.oh,i missed school,no!my friends actually.and the fact that without school,you can't see them everyday is so not cool!

but really,can't say it was bad all year through,good things happened too.found new friends,went to a new place,learnt to be independent(yeah right.),found some true friends,and proved quite a lot of things.and oh,i got no school anymore!felt good to stay home and not have to wake up early in the morning.

so there,a lot of things has happened.and i mean it,a lot!and some which i wrote here and in my previous posts,and some i reckon should be kept private.but whatever happened,has happened.it's in the past.it's a new year,a new page,no!a new book.

so buckle up,it's gonna be full of surprises,twists and turns,and in the end,we'll realize that we're gonna miss 2011 as much as we did with 2010.gotta let go the old ones,for hopefully a better one in store.so yeah,2011,please be good to me.

it's a new page again.

it's roughly ten minutes to a yet,another new year.a good one i suppose.whatever it may have in store for me,please just be good ones.

a little bit of surprises,happiness,new stuffs,finding love,friends and enemies,etc.but really,all i'm hoping is a fairly great year ahead.so yeah,here's to wishing you a happy and prosperous 2011.(this sound so greeting card-like!haha)

Happy New Year,2011! :D

p/s:goodbye 2010,you've been great,but i have to let go of you for a better one.or so i hope. :/

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Pac-Man! ^.^

as you can see above,i've changed the looks of Asher.pretty cool i suppose.i don't care if you say "noooo,it's so damn ugly!" i'll still love it.haha.if you don't like it,just close your eyes or skip this post.haha.

so yeah,that's it.i don't know what else to babble about.so here goes,my great looking laptop! :D

Monday, December 27, 2010

sorry,i don't talk stupid. :)

so this morning,i woke up to a stranger's text,and the rest goes like this:

019-2373920/stranger: Hai babi
me: Thanks.salam,siape ni? :)
019-2373920/stranger:FUCK U
me: Cursing ain't gonna bring you anywhere.so yeah,if you got nothing to say,just stop committing free sins for your own good sake.wassalam. :)
019-2373920/stranger: Xpaham la bole translate kan ;)
me: Nah,it's okay.if you can easily say "fuck you",i reckon you could find something that's called a dictionary,and find out on your own yeah.and oh,while you're at it,please do learn some proper punctuation usage.it will surely help you look less dumb. :)
019-2373920/stranger: Alamak xpaham lg la huhu bole pinjam dictionary huhu
me: Oh really?why,in that case,i'd have to apologise from the bottom of my heart because you see,i only have an english-malay dictionary.i don't own any english-stupid dictionary.and for me to translate it to you?i don't think i can accommodate to your ground-low level of thinking.i'm awfully sorry. :)

as you can see,in all of my texts,it ends with a smiley.well to be honest,at first i was totally faking it.i mean, come on,whoever could sincerely smile when someone you don't know suddenly comes up to you and say "hey pig" duhhh.like seriously.at first i was like,what the fuck is wrong with this idiot?!

but yeah,i managed to chill down and fake out a smile,you know,fire with fire never wins right?but as the conversation grows,i found myself smiling for real.it's not that i enjoy embarrassing people, but some people ought to learn that they aren't the only ones who can curse and get away with it.

so stranger,if you're reading this,here's something for you.had you got any guts,you'd face me.i truly hate people who bashes people behind their backs.that's some cowardly doings,dumb-ass.and oh,if i were you,i'd jump off a 15-storey building.being bashed down by a person you wanna bash is just too embarrassing.

so before i go,stranger,please do text me again.i enjoy talking and making you look dumber than a stool.let's see who gets the last laugh all over again. :D

p/s:kill them with kindness,did i not tell you?tee hee. ;)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

put your hands in the air

this is gonna be real cliche,but as a great Malaysian citizen *wink wink* i feel the need to write this. ;)


as you all know (who am i kidding?no you don't know), i'm not a big fan (not a fan at all actually) of football,no!soccer.whatever do you call it here.i'm pretty sure it's football.why not a fan you said?well mainly because i don't find a point in 22 adults chasing over one ball (no offense for the hardcore fans out there yeah?hee).

call me a noob,but the only full football match i've ever watched is the one where myTeam played, and i'm darn sure i watched that one because i've watched all the episodes and i sure do want to see how it all ends.but what the heck,they lost that game.*sigh*

now i'm running from the main topic,typical of me!back to it,last night was a game between Malaysia and Indonesia.i wasn't really into it,but since the telly is broadcasting the game,i thought,heh,since it's on,might as well watch it.

and much to my surprise,Malaysia won!so yeah,it was a 3-0 standing to Indonesia.pretty awesome huh?haha.honestly,i'm pretty surprised by the winning(some kind of Malaysian you are,don't you believe in your own country!).okay sorry,after all,it is Malaysia Boleh that we have all stood for all these years,and now it's proven.i'm proud to be a Malaysian(one second you're not sure they're gonna win,now you're proud.-.-'').

i think that's it from me.next up is the 2nd lap of finals at Indonesia.hopefully we're gonna dominate that too.before i sign out,anyone bothers to tell me why our Harimau Malaya were wearing a blue jersey instead of the yellow one?i prefer the yellow one,just saying.

“We respect all teams but as is common knowledge, things are not easy in football where there are a lot of factors which we have to take into account. We are taking each game as it comes and we fear no one

-K.Rajagopal
(Malaysian football team coach)


p/s:anybody saw how Markus got his foot tangled in the net yesterday?that was high-larious! XD

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

it strikes once

when i do something good,nobody,not even one soul sees it.
but when i do a slight mistake,all the shits that i did in the past is highlighted.
when others do the same shit that i do,the bright side is lit up.

but when i do right,no accreditation,only flaws are torched.


face it,i'm always the bad ending of a fairy tale,the murderer of your hopes and dreams.

i can never be your sunshine.to you,i'm the black cloud.
the one that crashes and burns everyone's dreams.

sometimes it's just not me.

Friday, December 17, 2010

it's tum-blah in aussie. XD

today,out of randomness and boredom,and probably after getting tired of converting oxygen into carbon dioxides,i decided to signed up for Tumblr.

it's not that i'm totally a hundred percent new to this Tumblr thingy,i'm pretty sure i made an account somewhere last year or early this year,but i can't even recall the url i registered it as.(or maybe it was deleted due to my inactive involvement.hee.)

cut the story short,i made a new one.before,i couldn't even get the hang of it.like seriously,i don't have a single clue of how it works and yadayadayada,but now i guess i'm getting a tad bit of clue of how it works,so yeah.i started tumblogging.

anyways,since i already have a blogger account(and i have a shitload of precious writings i left in here),i don't want to ever abandon this blog.so here's the deal,i'll post pictures and quotes into my tumblr account,and write lengthy posts in here.this page stays to be my listening ears,where i'll pour my heart and soul.*dramatic much?hehe.*

feel free to drop by my Tumblr account at syahirahazman.tumblr.com (or of course,you could make your life simpler by clicking on any of the tumblr writing.my link's in there.haha)

p/s:if you visit my blog,i'll love you forever!haha. ;D