"the past can hurt,but the way i see it,you either run from it or learn from it."

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

a little hope for you and i

this song fits my situation, if you know me, you'd know i don't go around listening to songs and adapting it to my situation or life but trust me, this song is so real.
why? because it's about my personal life and i may be outgoing and all but i'm not that open to share this kind of things on my blog which is open for the whole world to read.

Things seemed strange this morning
As I packed my bag for school
The smiles I'm used to seeing just weren't there
I heard my father talking
To my mother down the hallway
Above the whispers all that I could hear... was

Set a place at the table for someone who might need it
Set a place at the table for someone to sit down and eat
Kick their shoes off, put their feet up
Forget about their troubles for awhile
When there's a place at your table
There's a little hope for you and i

i was feeling kinda' helpless
About the words that I just heard
Could it be the family 2 doors down?
They said a couple months of bad luck
Had them up against the wall
And though it may seem small
i know there's somethin' i can do

Set a place at the table for someone who might need it
Set a place at the table for someone to sit down and eat
Kick their shoes off, put their feet up
Forget about their troubles for awhile
When there's a place at your table

Make room at your table for your friends and family
Take the time to share your day, just laugh talk and eat

Set a place at the table for someone who might need it
Set a place at the table for someone to sit down and eat
Kick their shoes off, put their feet up
Forget about their troubles for awhile
When there's a place at your table
There's a little hope for you and i

...there's a little hope for you and I

except in my situation, i just don't think that the "little hope" exists anymore, not that i'm hoping it does. i just can't believe it's happening to my family, but i know she tried hard enough while he took it for granted all along.

song title: Set A Place At Your Table
singer: Justin Drew Bieber

Monday, October 26, 2009

get that straight

i told you not to look at it!okay, my bad. i brought it to school, but what the hell? it's mine! and it's not like i have any other choice,i have to bring it, like you wouldn't fucking understand because i didn't tell you about it, why? because obviously with your attitude, you'd probably be telling the whole world about it!it was in my pencil case, or was it on my table, wherever it is. but anywhere it is, it is either in MY pencil case or on MY table! not yours! let me get that clear, MY PLACE, NOT YOURS!

so who cares if it was right in front of you, or if i wasn't guarding it from you, you're the one sitting at my place! and i totally trusted you cause i thought i could! enough with that, don't go around meddling with my stuff like those stuff were bought with your father's money, cause it obviously wasn't!

then when you looked at it, at the thing i clearly forbid you from looking at, you acted like everything was normal, like nothing happened! like you didn't do any god damn mistake! like the word SORRY never existed! oh yeah, sorry doesn't exist in your life dictionary cause it's obvious to me that you're one of that many people who thinks you're the greatest! hell no! you're not! and you have the heart to pass it to someone else, which luckily, i managed to stop you from doing so!

know what, just because i smile and laugh after that, doesn't mean i'm bloody fine about the whole thing cause i obviously wasn't! call me hypocrite or whatever, i don't care! at least i don't go around looking at your things and trying to tell it to the world cause i'm not YOU! respect my privacy!

Intan Safreenaz bt. Sjafrin Oktridal, you're so pathetic!

the way i look at you after this will never be the same! my respect to you, i'm sorry that doesn't exist anymore! and yeah, since you already know about it, might as well get this clear with you, you know this "nice" attitude of yours is the #1 reason why i didn't tell you about it in the first place! cause you simply don't know how to keep it down!

you talk bad about my cousins? i can accept that knowing that nobody's perfect, and it's pretty normal for teens to gossip and all (doesn't mean i forgive you for doing so) but invading my privacy? damn it! just get out of my life!

p/s: sorry this post is extremely outgoing, i'm just being honest. sorry for the curses/bad words, trust me, i tried my best to keep it clean but a girl can only try so hard.

and hey, i know what Love Story is all about and why you so much wanted to perform it on Teacher's Day, trust me, you're an idiot for doing so!three words for you: "GET A LIFE!" seriously!


Sunday, October 18, 2009

SF

SERIOUSLY!DAMN BLOODY OFFENDED MAN!
you know who you are,the others,just ignore this post.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Baby Connor!

okay...so i just gave my Canon EOS 350d Rebel XT a name,a shorter one too!
it's Connor!is that too much?ooooh!who cares?lol!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

say cheese!

yeah!yeah!yeah!
got my Canon Eos 350D Rebel XT(can the name be any longer? -.-") today!
it reached my home at approximately 10.20 a.m. (house time) just now!
yes,i'm happy!hahahahahahahahahahaha!
so start practicing your "cheese" as in your smile cause i'm gonna be snapping a hell lot of pictures!yeay!(crapping like what)lmao!

Monday, October 5, 2009

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Hanson vs. Jonas?






well,people keep on comparing the JoBros and the HanBros(lol!i made that up!sounds weird,huh?)
okay,i know most of you would've known who The Jonas Brothers are but as for The Hanson Brothers,well?
here's a short introduction on both groups:

The Hanson Brothers:
(top picture)
Taylor Hanson
Isaac Hanson
Zachary Hanson


The Jonas Brothers:
Kevin Jonas
Joe Jonas
Nick Jonas


alright!first off,this is not some kind of gossip room or something and i won't be comparing these two groups.but i seriously think it's super unfair for the JoBros to be compared with the HanBros just because they're three brothers making music together just like the Hansons.

I mean come on,if you've siblings that has the same interest as you do and you people are good at it,don't you too want to it together?just like the HanBros did and the JoBros are doing now.

so point is,i don't think any groups or even person should be compared to another person because maybe they just have the same opinion or way of doing something.and for people who you think are copying you or stuff like that,i suggest you to take that as an honor.i mean,c'mon,would you copy someone who you don't think is great?no?exactly!so there!there must be something that they see in you that maybe sometimes even we don't realise.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Rules.again?


:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!



IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

That's What You Get-Paramore

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Mad-Neyo

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

I'm Like A Lawyer

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

So What-Pink

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Burnin' Up-The Jonas Brothers

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?


Silly Lilly-Bunkface

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

No Promises-Shane Ward

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Come On,Come All-All Time Low

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Umbrella-Rihanna

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

If I Were A Boy-Beyonce

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Misery Business-Paramore


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Only One-Yellowcard

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Say Hi-Couple

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Face Down-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

With You-Chris Brown

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

I Write Sins Not Tragedies-Panic At The Disco

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Breathe Easy-Blue

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

CrushCrushCrush-Paramore

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Do You Know-Enrique Iglesias

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Hot And Cold-Katy Perry

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

T-Shirt-Shontelle

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

The Climb-Miley Cyrus

Done!Same old thing,just that this one is not a JoBros version.happy? -.-"

Rules


:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!



IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Paranoid

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Hey Baby

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

6 Minutes

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Fly With Me

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Burnin' Up

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Please Be Mine

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

When You Look Me In The Eyes

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Shelf

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

One Day At A Time

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Much Better

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Year 3000

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Don't Charge Me For The Crime

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Turn Right

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Black Keys


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Don't Speak


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Poison Ivy


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

WorldWar III

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Before The Storm

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Love Is On It's Way

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Poor Unfortunate Souls

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

You Just Don't Know It

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Sorry

Done!

First things first,credits goes to perhaps143.blogspot.com(Ain/Lemon) because i found this at her page and i was damn bored so i thought,why not?


Second thing,you may be thinking "hey,you're lying!it's not on shuffle!these are all the JoBros songs!well let me tell you,check out my previous posts,didn't I clearly stated that I have OJD?(that's Obsessive Jonas Disorder,fyi.)so yes i had my MP3 on shuffle mode but it was at the JoBros playlist.cause that's what i was listening before i started doing this thingy.you don't expect me to change the playlist and all just to answer this thing right?okay,thank you!

Third thing,i have to tag 10 people?okay,here's the list:
1.
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5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

yup!no one!just do it if you want to okay... *winks*

Thursday, October 1, 2009

time do change people

one minute you're a dream-come-true.
next minute you're my worst nightmare.
you changed from a great person you were in September to a horrible person you are now in October!
and ironically,it happens in one night.just one night.

fly time,fly...faster!

gosh3!
seriously!that breaking-the-habit thingy i did today is leaving me starving now!
i know you're probably saying "wth?just eat if you're starving!"
but it's 1.24 a.m.(pc time)!it won't be appropriate for me to eat at this time,would it?
so i'll just have to wait till tomorrow! -.-"