"the past can hurt,but the way i see it,you either run from it or learn from it."

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

*hubba hubba*

Dear Mr. Adorable Bed,

At times like this do i realise how envied i am seeing you with someone else.I'm sorry i didn't appreciate you enough before.
My sincere apologies.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

it's playing on repeat

am i being too obvious?

beats the hell out of me. :/
*phone blowing off*
responder:(cursing internal monologue-ly) "HEBAT!"

heh,honestly,i'm sick of this.come on man,have some guts!why can't you just come straight and say,"hey,i'm (insert name here),i'm from (insert place here) and i know you from (insert answer here)''.easier,don't you think?

and if you're the kind of people who just wants to pointlessly go around intruding everyone's life,here's my advice "GET AN EFFING LIFE!".

i respect these kind of people.you know,these people who goes prankingdisturbingannoying others,and stay anonymously unknown.and you know why?because unexpectedly,my middle finger rise up to salute them!

p/s:there's nothing i could say about you that wouldn't be an understatement.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

the way you move ain't fair you know

i miss the old 11-00-03!
*sob sob*

p/s:i want them and only them. :'(

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

random facts...

...that ought to keep you thinking.haha.

school is so yesterday.haha.

hello hello hello wonderful people!
please be noted that i'm pretty much lazy to do this,so if you find this post dullboringdreary,kindly forgive me.tee hee.
honestly,i don't know what's got into me,but i'm too lazy to blog lately.but i'll do it anyway. :)
on 15th of June,i registered into MARA Poly-Tech College,taking TESL(yeap!gonna be a teacher.the thoughts of me being a teacher had me rolling off the bed.haha.)arrived around,i dunno,9am if i'm not mistaken.err yeah,9 i think.and Peah Popeah was already calling and texting.okayyy,fine.u came earlier.grr.haha.
alright,done with the registration,it took a hell lot of time!haish.then headed on to my hostel.i know,i know,KPTM is just steps away from my home,but it'll be easier to stay in the hostel isn't it?say yes!say yes!
unpacked my stuffs,tidied up the room,yadayadayada,ehh,don't get the wrong idea,i only did the unpacking bit,the others are done by my mum and my sister.haha.yes,i'm lazy.i never denied that anyway.haha.
sooo,then,err,wait i can't remember.*thinking*.hah!when i came,my roommate isn't here yet.so,too lazy to wait,we went back.slept at home.lalalalala.and then came back to the hostel at around 6pm.my roommate is here!yay!haha.then went back out to eat at Ice Room.yeap,you guessed right.my little brother,Boy wanted to dine there.so yeah,Ice Room it is.shucks,ain't as good as it sounds.haha.(but luckily i got the wrong order and ended up with a tasty dish.lucky me.haha.)
then around 8pm,went back to the hostel,had a talk at 8.30pm.met the wardens,told the what-to's and what-not's.then,i think that's it.basically done about my first day.details probably coming up later.toodles.
"College is a place to keep warm between high school and early marriage."
-George Gobel-

Saturday, June 19, 2010

wait for it. :)

i don't know where to start.
*still thinking*

alright,here we go.
but then again,i think i'll do this next time.i'm so damn sleepy!haha.
and my ideas are practically drenched off my head.
enough said.lalala.
good night,good day,good life.haha. :D

p/s:next few updates would revolve around college stuffs.i think. :)

Monday, June 14, 2010

come away with me.

"first and foremost,i'd like to thank my family for the endless support.but most of all to my fans!i couldn't have been here if it wasn't for you guys!I LOVE YOU PEOPLEEEEEEE!"
*blowing kisses*.HAHA!

that was pure insanity.kindly ignore.thank you. :)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

walk beside me and be my friend

Piglet:How do you spell love?
Pooh:You don't spell it,you feel it.


if the lies don't touch you,the truth will

i believe my biggest fear aside of the future would be to wish changing something that has outdistanced.
but knowing my judging nature,i'd probably have judged you in a bad way,and it would've turned out wrong.
so it's safe to say,apart from that tiny bit of regret,and a hell lot of missing you,i'm happy things happened as it had.
farewell memories,i'll cherish you.always.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

it's not the jump,it's the fall

admit it;we're not afraid jumping off a cliff,
nor are we afraid of climbing the highest tower,
we're afraid of the fall,
afraid of hurting our oh-so-fragile self.

just like being in love,
it's like putting our hearts on the brink,
on a string so thin,
a tiny blow could push it down.

some are courageous enough to go on and jump in the pits,
some are too cautious not to even risk getting a scratch.

"If you want the rainbow,you've got to put up with the rain."

he fell in love,it was his life

"When you will,and when you won't,
You can trust that i will,
When we're young,and when we're old,
I do."

-Nick Jonas-

if it hurts,you still care

she ran thinking she'd fly,little thoughts did she gave of falling.you espied,but you let her off the peak...

...if only you knew catching the latter was worth every effort.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

i do. :)

hello hello hello wonderful people!
(copying dayah's sentence,sort of.hee.)

anyhow,this would be a shorttttt post(kind of a reminder for myself actually.haha.) to just mark the date that i got my Acer.(gonna change the name to Asher,maybe Ashton.haha,i'm crazy like that.)

and just on the first day,i have downloaded 2 movies.way to spoil your own stuff!haish,i'm a master at that.tee hee.

p/s:1 week to college!WAAAAAAAA!(okay,that was pure insanity,kindly ignore.thank you.come again :D)

8th June 2010

Saturday, June 5, 2010

100 truths.


1. Last beverage:
winter lemon tea,eh,melon. :)

2. Last phone call:
Unknown number.

3. Last text message: received;
Sofea:Menyampah(she wrote that,not that i'm irritated of her.haha.)

4. Last song you listened to:
LA Baby.in my defence,it was accidental.haha.

5. Last time you cried:
err,it's been a while. :)


6. Dated someone twice:
sure do.

7. Been cheated on:
hell yeah.curse you,my-ex-other-half!haha.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
yeahhhh.haha.it was nasty!

9. Lost someone special:
of course. T___T

10. Been depressed:
stressed yeah,depressed?i don't think so.

11. Been drunk and threw up:
absolutely nope.


12. red.

13. black.

14. white.


15. Made a new friend:
more than ever. :)

16. Fallen out of love:

17. Laughed until you cried:
all the time. :D

18. Met someone who changed you:
i don't think so.

19. Found out who your true friends were:
oh shoot,yeah!

20. Found out someone was talking about you:
i don't care to know. :)

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
yeah. ;D

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
all of them.except the Syukri Azman guy,he was accidentally approved. :)

23. How many kids do you want?:
haven't thought about that.haha.

24. Do you have any pets:
Guinea Pig:BooLoo.haha.

25. Do you want to change your name:
used to,but now,no! :D

26. What did you do for your last birthday:
17th birthday party.haha.talk about immature.

27. What time did you wake up today:
8.17 a.m.

28. What were you doing at midnight:
reading archie's.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
i have nothing in mind right now.

30. Last time you saw your Mother:
a second ago,and still seeing her now.haha.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
nothing in mind. :)

32. What are you listening to right now:
PA system from a wedding reception,TV sound from a Hindustani movie,ohhh,now Michael Buble's Sway is on!

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
if i write it here,it wouldn't be appropriate,so i think i'll skip this one. :)

35. Most visited webpage:

36. What's your real name:
Nurul Syahirah binti Noor Azman(i/c honor.haha.)

37. Nicknames:
i don't like answering this question!

38. Relationship Status:

39. Zodiac sign:Cancer,sometimes Leo.i'm not sure myself.haha.

40. Male or female?:

41. Primary School?:
SK Taman Kosas

42. Secondary School?:
SMK Taman Kosas

43. College?:
MARA Poly-Tech College.

44. Hair colour:

45. Long or short:
longer than a broom,shorter than a pole. :)

46. Height:
i believe it's about 161cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?:
does celebrity crush counts?if so,yes. :)

48: What do you like about yourself?:
what's not to like about me?*evil laugh here*

49. Piercings:

51. Righty or lefty:


52. First surgery:
unexperienced. :)

53. First piercing:
5 turning 6.

54. First best friend:
skip this or people'll be offended. :)

55. First sport you joined:
i don't know!haha.

56. First vacation:
how am i supposed to remember?


59. Eating:

60. Drinking:

61. I'm about to:

62. Listening to:
some random malay song from the reception and some random hindustani song on tv.

63. Waiting for:
who says i'm waiting for anything?tee hee.


64. What kids?:

65. Get Married?:
next question!haha.

66. Career:


67. Lips or eyes:

68. Hugs or kisses:

69. Shorter or taller:

70. Older or Younger:
as it is. :)

71. Romantic or spontaneous:

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
Nice arms.

73. Sensitive or loud:

74. Hook-up or relationship:
captain hook!haha.

75. Troublemaker or hesitant:


76. Kissed a stranger:
what the heck for?

77. Drank hard liquor:
positively no!

78. Lost glasses/contacts:
nope.don't even wear them. :)

79. Sex on first date:

80. Broken someone's heart:

82. Been arrested:

83. Turned someone down:

84. Cried when someone died:

85. Fallen for a friend?:
no. :)


86. Yourself:
think so.haha.yeah.

87. Miracles:
work the magic!

88. Love at first sight:
i think so.

89. Heaven:

90. Santa Claus:
not that i remember of.

91. Kiss on the first date:

92. Angels:
You bet.


94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
big HAHA.

95. Did you sing today?:
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:
huge HAHA.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go :

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
no,but i'm terrified of falling out of love.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?:
yeah,didn't you see the title?haha.

your turn:
Nurul Syafiqah
Liyana Aqilah
Anna Adila

Friday, June 4, 2010

Aww,tartar sauce

(entered Toy's R Us,turned,twist,mingled,touched everything.haha.after a lot of wasted minutes,Natasha showed up.)

Natasha: What are you searching for?
Sofea: Birthday present for her brother.
Natasha: How old is your brother?
Me: Standard 9,eh,9 as in standard 3.
Natasha: What does he usually plays?
Me: Err,online games?
Natasha: What's your budget?
Me: 1MYR.
Sofea: Here's a shovel.(priced 1.95MYR)
Me: That's so beyond my budget!
Natasha: We'll all chip in for the remaining 95 cents.
Me: *I have never felt so pathetic*ROFLMAO! :D

p/s:in case you're wondering,no,i did not get the shovel.
p/p/s:i haven't gotten anything for his birthday,which happens to be tomorrow!OMG!
p/p/p/s:my budget was actually 100MYR,but i'd like to not exceed 50 MYR.
p/p/p/p/s:somehow Faizah was invisible during this conversation.tee hee.

that's the most p i have added to the p/s in my whole life.haha.

(this happened on 3rd June 2010)