"the past can hurt,but the way i see it,you either run from it or learn from it."

Thursday, October 28, 2010

yeah,well shut up.

you're 15, you smoke cigarettes and weed, you drink, you're not a virgin, your boyfriend's 18, you dress like a slut just cause the older girls do, and you swear because it makes you look cool. i bet your parents are proud.


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

a little time always sets things right

when i saw those tears today, it struck me. some may make jokes out of that, but hey, i maybe cold-hearted, but i'm not inhumane. you shared with me something before, that maybe for some of them, a story that has only unfolded today. i can't fool myself, sometimes i miss us. but when we do rekindle, i hope the both of us have changed for the best. :)

Monday, October 25, 2010

Journal 1.0

hey hi hello!

this is a journal,or much said it is.but i just don't think it fits to be a journal.but what the heck,i'm doing it anyway.probably because this blog always stays in-updated and i'm out of idea.thus the writing of this nonsense. :)

this one is for stuffs that happened last week.(not that it matters cause i'm pretty sure no one would be reading this.nevertheless,i don't think i care cause i'm in the mood of writing nonsense now.)

We had Insaniah thingy.divided into groups and stuffs.i got in the same group with my gay partner,yay us!okay,may be not.tee hee.i cheated and got myself in the group.this one facilitator tried to scare us by saying that if we changed groups,it'll affect our pointers.*insert big LOL over here* chill out,i'm not the only existing soul who did that. :)

Again,the Insaniah thingy.but today i went with tini tinot and stayed with a section two student.*say hello to Lisa*,pretended i was sulking with my gay partner.i can't even remember why now.but yeah,i did.i'm that weird,bear with it please.haha.

Can't remember anything today,craps i'm lost. :/

Sent in my psychology assignment,which was supposed to be handed in on monday *sorry for the troubles,Miss Suzana* and oh,Miss Nadia said i'm good in writing.*flattered*

Had CSS test that day.we had to answer in partners,but i did it individually,and someone said to me that i didn't get myself a partner because i don't like sharing answers.*probably true* haha.oh,i think i flunked the test.*slaps head* then went back with gay partner,went to mina minot's place for haziq's birthday.and then went back home.

Err,i can't remember anything aside from the jam from cantrecallname villa to UM,and the exact opposite traffic the other way round. -.-''

Went online,started playing petville again.*forsythe,i miss you* bought some stuffs for him off the PV store.and then yadayadayada,back to Kay Pee Tee Am Hotel.

...and that's how my week went.i had a,well,okay week.and i hope you do too. :)

stand there and watch me rant will ya?

the walls are crashing down, and i know i'm at the very bottom of it,
i'm standing there, and i refuse to just watch.
while it's killing me inside to see those pieces crumbling down,
i'm picking up those little bricks, those forgotten and abandoned,
...and i'm fixing it.

i know for a fact that it's probably pointless, but hey, at least i tried.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

to lose the little in search for the huge

"Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state's of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar."

-Grey's Anatomy-

Monday, October 18, 2010

texting+facebook=textbook. XD

p/s:i wish my laptop would do this for me.
but then again,that would be creepy. :/

bend the facts please?

i wasn't stammering, i wasn't nervous, i was definite i spoke fluently, i'm pretty sure i answered them right, well at least till the current news part. *huge sigh*

anyways,i just realised something, i said i have a huge interest in photography, i love talking to people, i have a passion in writing, and in a long run i want to be a journalist.now doesn't that contradicts one another?

dayyum, i'm screwed. :/

Sunday, October 17, 2010

achy breaky heart

I don't get jealous when I see my ex with someone else because my mother always tell me to give my old toys to the less fortunate.


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Naznin Idris

first,you burden me with your homies craps.
then,you took what's mine without permission.
...and now,you're spilling craps about me.

so,fuck you,there is no way i'm tolerating.

"i did the presentation alone" say what?!when will you ever be done with messing up my life?seriously.like attempting to take credits on other's work ain't enough,now you're claiming it's yours?man,you're desperate.there is no question why your sister hates you.you're a faker as much as you are a moron.

and hey,you didn't know what your fault is,heh? *huge LOL* no wonder you never learn.you think everything you do is right,just because you're the class rep (self-voted if i may add),that doesn't make you the boss.you're not always right.as a matter of fact,you're barely ever right.

now,knowing your attitude,you'll obviously be blaming me.cursing you on my blog.but let's look at it this way,you post videos on youtube,you call your friends "loser",you kiss the ass of a guy who obviously doesn't care about you.gosh!when will you ever tell yourself "hey,stop being an attention whore".

see this as me doing a favor for you,unlike you,i don't go on bashing people on facebook,i ain't that low.what more,blocked me so i don't have the slightest idea you're talking about me?i can't find a word to tell you how sad i am to look at you now.thinking everyone likes you when they're foul-mouthing you behind your back.

writing "i could care less" duhhh,then what's the purpose of writing that status?call me a pathetic person for all that it's worth,but hey,this pathetic person has supporters,her friends,true friends.bet you don't have that.see up there?i put that so when people wants to find this post,all they have to do is google,and BAM!they'll find this post.see how i'm helping you with fame?

just remember this,i don't bother disturbing people who doesn't bother me.so try to stay out of my path as much as you can.because once you come in my way,you're on for a hell of a ride.want to try?go on,be my guest. :)

Saturday, October 9, 2010

them triple ten

Happy 10.10.2010 everyone. :D
(make a wish,now!haha.)

i thank every blessings in the world that has brought me to seeing this blissful day. :)

p/s: treat everyday like it's a blessing, not withstanding what you may encounter through it.just believe that everyday's a blessed one, thus a blessed one it shall be. ;)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

note to self

don't be stupid.jangan update blog kalau tengah marah boleh?
nanti segale post jadi emo.

eff you see kay

sorry blog,awak jadi tempat lepas geram okay.
saya kutuk,saya maki,saya mencarut,tapi saya sayang awak okay.
saya tulis dalam BM supaya saya akan terpaksa delete post ni okay.
tapi untuk sekarang,this post stays okay.

banyaknya "okay".sumpah saya ngok sekarang.

terima kasih kerana membaca.
do i really have to write shits in here and taint this whole blog just to get that splitting second moment?

Friday, October 1, 2010

enchanted to meet you ;)

Dear Mr. October,

i'm welcoming you with a great big smile and a handful of hopes.
please be good,just as Mr. September was.

lots of love,

p/s:happy halloween. :D