"the past can hurt,but the way i see it,you either run from it or learn from it."

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Backdated:3rd December 2009

(the cake)
(the birthday girls)

(BFF)



(cake cutting)
now the whole story.this was done on 3rd of December.no,they do not share the same birthdate.Fara's(on the left) was on 30th November and Muna's on the 2nd December.so i did this on 3rd December(Biology paper for SPM) because Muna believes it's jinx to celebrate birthdays earlier.so,here you go,a day later.good enough?(winks).
this celebration was done in quite a rush because we have paper 3 after that.so the whole stuff went like just putting on the candles(without lighting it),then took picture of it,then with the girls,then with me,then cutting the cake,eat a little bit(who am i kidding?),and we're back to Ass Pee Am! (-.-")


Thursday, November 26, 2009

Saturday, November 14, 2009

spread the word

missiongreyribbon.blogspot.com.

found this newly opened blog so.......follow this blog and join in the support against Diabetes.

slow down,sugar


oh and,Happy ......th Birthday to dearest teacher, Pn. Fauziah bt. Norizan.

you're one funny guy

funny how you could use that "peribahasa" on me but couldn't even get merit for your Bahasa paper!fancy you calling me stupid!

reality check!am i the one pleading the teachers to let me join the Graduation Day because I couldn't even get a merit for my Bahasa paper???oh wait!that's you!
ironic how i am the idiot when you are the one in Pure Science stream.oh wait!my bad!that's me!and what class are you in?
yes,that's right!last class of accounts stream.

so here's the deal alright,just because you can spell "fuck" doesn't mean you're a whizz in English.and i'm not saying my english is flawless,but here's something for sure,they're better than yours.

and let me clear things up a little bit.when you called me all those names, i was so offended....NOT! because obviously,you're too stupid to even realise that you're stupid.so there.an opinion from a jackass like you doesn't even leave a trace.

thank you!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Ass Pee Am!

18th November-8th December.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

a little hope for you and i

this song fits my situation, if you know me, you'd know i don't go around listening to songs and adapting it to my situation or life but trust me, this song is so real.
why? because it's about my personal life and i may be outgoing and all but i'm not that open to share this kind of things on my blog which is open for the whole world to read.

Things seemed strange this morning
As I packed my bag for school
The smiles I'm used to seeing just weren't there
I heard my father talking
To my mother down the hallway
Above the whispers all that I could hear... was

Set a place at the table for someone who might need it
Set a place at the table for someone to sit down and eat
Kick their shoes off, put their feet up
Forget about their troubles for awhile
When there's a place at your table
There's a little hope for you and i

i was feeling kinda' helpless
About the words that I just heard
Could it be the family 2 doors down?
They said a couple months of bad luck
Had them up against the wall
And though it may seem small
i know there's somethin' i can do

Set a place at the table for someone who might need it
Set a place at the table for someone to sit down and eat
Kick their shoes off, put their feet up
Forget about their troubles for awhile
When there's a place at your table

Make room at your table for your friends and family
Take the time to share your day, just laugh talk and eat

Set a place at the table for someone who might need it
Set a place at the table for someone to sit down and eat
Kick their shoes off, put their feet up
Forget about their troubles for awhile
When there's a place at your table
There's a little hope for you and i

...there's a little hope for you and I

except in my situation, i just don't think that the "little hope" exists anymore, not that i'm hoping it does. i just can't believe it's happening to my family, but i know she tried hard enough while he took it for granted all along.

song title: Set A Place At Your Table
singer: Justin Drew Bieber

Monday, October 26, 2009

get that straight

i told you not to look at it!okay, my bad. i brought it to school, but what the hell? it's mine! and it's not like i have any other choice,i have to bring it, like you wouldn't fucking understand because i didn't tell you about it, why? because obviously with your attitude, you'd probably be telling the whole world about it!it was in my pencil case, or was it on my table, wherever it is. but anywhere it is, it is either in MY pencil case or on MY table! not yours! let me get that clear, MY PLACE, NOT YOURS!

so who cares if it was right in front of you, or if i wasn't guarding it from you, you're the one sitting at my place! and i totally trusted you cause i thought i could! enough with that, don't go around meddling with my stuff like those stuff were bought with your father's money, cause it obviously wasn't!

then when you looked at it, at the thing i clearly forbid you from looking at, you acted like everything was normal, like nothing happened! like you didn't do any god damn mistake! like the word SORRY never existed! oh yeah, sorry doesn't exist in your life dictionary cause it's obvious to me that you're one of that many people who thinks you're the greatest! hell no! you're not! and you have the heart to pass it to someone else, which luckily, i managed to stop you from doing so!

know what, just because i smile and laugh after that, doesn't mean i'm bloody fine about the whole thing cause i obviously wasn't! call me hypocrite or whatever, i don't care! at least i don't go around looking at your things and trying to tell it to the world cause i'm not YOU! respect my privacy!

Intan Safreenaz bt. Sjafrin Oktridal, you're so pathetic!

the way i look at you after this will never be the same! my respect to you, i'm sorry that doesn't exist anymore! and yeah, since you already know about it, might as well get this clear with you, you know this "nice" attitude of yours is the #1 reason why i didn't tell you about it in the first place! cause you simply don't know how to keep it down!

you talk bad about my cousins? i can accept that knowing that nobody's perfect, and it's pretty normal for teens to gossip and all (doesn't mean i forgive you for doing so) but invading my privacy? damn it! just get out of my life!

p/s: sorry this post is extremely outgoing, i'm just being honest. sorry for the curses/bad words, trust me, i tried my best to keep it clean but a girl can only try so hard.

and hey, i know what Love Story is all about and why you so much wanted to perform it on Teacher's Day, trust me, you're an idiot for doing so!three words for you: "GET A LIFE!" seriously!


Sunday, October 18, 2009

SF

SERIOUSLY!DAMN BLOODY OFFENDED MAN!
you know who you are,the others,just ignore this post.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Baby Connor!

okay...so i just gave my Canon EOS 350d Rebel XT a name,a shorter one too!
it's Connor!is that too much?ooooh!who cares?lol!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

say cheese!

yeah!yeah!yeah!
got my Canon Eos 350D Rebel XT(can the name be any longer? -.-") today!
it reached my home at approximately 10.20 a.m. (house time) just now!
yes,i'm happy!hahahahahahahahahahaha!
so start practicing your "cheese" as in your smile cause i'm gonna be snapping a hell lot of pictures!yeay!(crapping like what)lmao!

Monday, October 5, 2009

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Hanson vs. Jonas?






well,people keep on comparing the JoBros and the HanBros(lol!i made that up!sounds weird,huh?)
okay,i know most of you would've known who The Jonas Brothers are but as for The Hanson Brothers,well?
here's a short introduction on both groups:

The Hanson Brothers:
(top picture)
Taylor Hanson
Isaac Hanson
Zachary Hanson


The Jonas Brothers:
Kevin Jonas
Joe Jonas
Nick Jonas


alright!first off,this is not some kind of gossip room or something and i won't be comparing these two groups.but i seriously think it's super unfair for the JoBros to be compared with the HanBros just because they're three brothers making music together just like the Hansons.

I mean come on,if you've siblings that has the same interest as you do and you people are good at it,don't you too want to it together?just like the HanBros did and the JoBros are doing now.

so point is,i don't think any groups or even person should be compared to another person because maybe they just have the same opinion or way of doing something.and for people who you think are copying you or stuff like that,i suggest you to take that as an honor.i mean,c'mon,would you copy someone who you don't think is great?no?exactly!so there!there must be something that they see in you that maybe sometimes even we don't realise.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Rules.again?


:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!



IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

That's What You Get-Paramore

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Mad-Neyo

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

I'm Like A Lawyer

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

So What-Pink

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Burnin' Up-The Jonas Brothers

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?


Silly Lilly-Bunkface

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

No Promises-Shane Ward

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Come On,Come All-All Time Low

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Umbrella-Rihanna

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

If I Were A Boy-Beyonce

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Misery Business-Paramore


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Only One-Yellowcard

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Say Hi-Couple

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Face Down-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

With You-Chris Brown

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

I Write Sins Not Tragedies-Panic At The Disco

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Breathe Easy-Blue

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

CrushCrushCrush-Paramore

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Do You Know-Enrique Iglesias

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Hot And Cold-Katy Perry

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

T-Shirt-Shontelle

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

The Climb-Miley Cyrus

Done!Same old thing,just that this one is not a JoBros version.happy? -.-"

Rules


:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!



IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Paranoid

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Hey Baby

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

6 Minutes

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Fly With Me

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Burnin' Up

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Please Be Mine

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

When You Look Me In The Eyes

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Shelf

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

One Day At A Time

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Much Better

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Year 3000

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Don't Charge Me For The Crime

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Turn Right

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Black Keys


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Don't Speak


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Poison Ivy


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

WorldWar III

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Before The Storm

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Love Is On It's Way

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Poor Unfortunate Souls

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

You Just Don't Know It

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Sorry

Done!

First things first,credits goes to perhaps143.blogspot.com(Ain/Lemon) because i found this at her page and i was damn bored so i thought,why not?


Second thing,you may be thinking "hey,you're lying!it's not on shuffle!these are all the JoBros songs!well let me tell you,check out my previous posts,didn't I clearly stated that I have OJD?(that's Obsessive Jonas Disorder,fyi.)so yes i had my MP3 on shuffle mode but it was at the JoBros playlist.cause that's what i was listening before i started doing this thingy.you don't expect me to change the playlist and all just to answer this thing right?okay,thank you!

Third thing,i have to tag 10 people?okay,here's the list:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

yup!no one!just do it if you want to okay... *winks*

Thursday, October 1, 2009

time do change people

one minute you're a dream-come-true.
next minute you're my worst nightmare.
you changed from a great person you were in September to a horrible person you are now in October!
and ironically,it happens in one night.just one night.

fly time,fly...faster!

gosh3!
seriously!that breaking-the-habit thingy i did today is leaving me starving now!
i know you're probably saying "wth?just eat if you're starving!"
but it's 1.24 a.m.(pc time)!it won't be appropriate for me to eat at this time,would it?
so i'll just have to wait till tomorrow! -.-"



Wednesday, September 30, 2009

100 years...





i'm waiting with patience but full of enthusiasm...
when will i ever get to touch your body???
i've missed you even before i see you...
come to me,stay close and i'll never let go...

drama queen much?

oh come on!it's only a
camera!lol!

the today story

well uh,this is an actual update of my blogger.seriously.i've been posting mostly pictures and just some tiny bit of text for quite sometime.

emm,first!people that i follow seem to stop updating their blogs!why?keep them coming please!
this especially goes to domatitosblurps.blogspot.com and perhaps143.blogspot.com.

the names that i don't mention too,please keep them coming!i do read your writings.

okay,what happened recently?let me see,we went to Port Dickson during the raye holiday.oh wait!
HAPPY EID MUBARAK!(hope it's not too late to wish.lol)
and i should tell you!it was by far the best beach i've ever set foot on!seriously!the sand was white!i was like..."ahhhhh......" when i touch it!haha!did i tell you we went on a banana boat?oh yeah!it was so awesome!i'll upload the photos later...

so this week,i skipped school!yeah!like the whole week!lmao!so nothing to say about school...

i guess that's it!and to Ain/Lemon,thank you for updating your blog!and congratulations,you spelt my name correctly!lol!

TTFN!

one long lost friend!


he's back!weeeeeee~
oh no!he's not anyone!
he's just a nothing,
but he's something.
get it?
no?oh,never mind!
LOL!

Monday, September 28, 2009

bonus jonas!

Birthday wishes to Franklin Nathaniel Jonas upon turning 9!

oh!oh!oh!i loveeeeee Nick!lol!

Friday, September 25, 2009

hey!hey!hey!


Happy 17th Birthday to Puteri Hadeeja Sofea bt Hasbullah and and and Azielia Anne Amalina(sorry if i misspell your names!)

here's to Sofea,read it out loud!i don't care if you're alone or with me or with someone else!lol!

"this is my gay partner,Syahirah,typing a birthday wish for me at 12.38 a.m.,25th September 2009 because she loves me! And because she was busy thinking about this and typing it out,she forgot to wish me at 12.00 a.m. sharp!(haha!)"

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Oh My Jonas!


Happy 17th Birthday,Nicholas Jerry Jonas!

set a place on your table

honestly,i don't get it but i'm doing it!lol!

5 facts about the "Awardee"(i know!that's not even a real word)
#1:she's short!yawww!
#2:heartbroken because of Henry Golding!wooooot!
#3:miss blur!what?what?
#4:lucky to have me as the sister!yeahhh!
#5:when she says her "bantal busuk" she really means the BUSUK part!no kidding!lmao!

10 facts about the "Recipient"
#1:i play piano
#2:i play guitar
#3:i love nick jonas
#4:i play rubik's cube a lot
#5:taking pics is my passion
#6:love reading Archie's
#7:<=i love #7
#8:not a hardcore blogger
#9:likes saying weird things
#10:i don't know what to say!can we stop at 9?lol!okay,um,i wear dog tag!yeap!that's #10!

5 people i have to tag
#1:
#2:
#3:
#4:
#5:

shocked to see it's blank?
well uh,i'll do it someday,you'll see!lmao!

Friday, September 4, 2009

Dumbo Jacko -.-"

this post is pretty much pointless...
just writing it out of boredom,so if you're bored,come with me and read it till the end(it's real short!)
so here's how it starts,,,,,,,


there's a couple,husband and wife,they're arguing for the time being and is not in talking terms with each other...
but that night,the husband remembered that he has got a really important meeting tomorrow,he's gonna have to ask his wife to wake him up tomorrow as he needs to get up real early as to not miss the meeting.

but there's one tiny itty bitty problem!they're not in talking terms!how is he supposed to tell her to wake him up without letting his ego down by giving in to her?

and so...after a few minutes of nerve wrecking,thinking real hard of a solution,finally he found a great way of telling her,without talking to her,by writing her a note.

so he left the note on her make-up table...a note saying,"wake me up at 6.30am tomorrow.got a real important meeting to attend."

after leaving the note,he felt so relieved and content as his problem is solved...but wait!this is not the end!

the next morning,he woke up,he looked at the clock in the bathroom...oh my ********!it's already 7.30am!he;s definitely gonna miss the meeting.
he went out of the bathroom.raging!full of anger to his wife for not waking him up!suddenly as he walked pass cupboard,he saw something outrageous.half laughing,half still angry to his wife,he picked up the paper on the cupboard...it says,"wake up!it's 6.30am!you're gonna be late for the meeting!"
-the end-

oh well,so that was long...sorry!lol!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Happy 52nd Merdeka Day!

so uh...
Merdeka huh???
basically my Merdeka moment this year started with me successfully assembling my 4x4x4 rubik's cube which was broken by *ugh* someone!forget it lah!what's done is done!

then2...
this morning after sahur,my sis asked me to accompany her to study...
worst part!she fell asleep and i'm left alone!duh...!!!

so it's like only 8.18am(p.c. time) now...
so my day hasn't really started yet...
this year there's gonna be a little bit of a difference in Merdeka celebration.
they'll be having it at Dataran Parlimen instead of Dataran Merdeka...and only 1600 spectators are allowed to come...
well...doesn't really matter to me,i only watch it on telly every year...(i'm un-patriotic,i know!lol!)

that's it!anyways.............


Happy Independence Day Malaysia!

(random!i know =.=")

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

OJD!


I'm totally in love with Nicholas Jerry Jonas! Like head-over-heels people!lol!

My Chemistry Romance... <3


well uh...this happened like quite a while...just thought I'd write about it now.

the romance started when my she entered the class.suddenly she said,"siape nak join kuiz kimia kebangsaan?".since I'm not a tiny bit interested in that particular subject,i kinda ignored it.

suddenly the danging(not a dirty word!lol!) teacher said,"oh,ye!,members club science wajib participate!".oh craps!I'm one of those members,lah!so out of zero option,i just participated.

this is the best part,during the quiz,which was held on 16th July 2009,i sat at the very last table,together with some boys from my class!i was already sighing,of course i'm gonna be bored throughout the quiz cause i don't really speak to boys,i'm a lesbian!lmao!

about 5 minutes before it starts,suddenly Shikin came running in!we were all staring at her!not because she was late,but because she's from 5Ak2!which happens to be an Accounts class!obviously they don't learn chemistry!then she sat beside me.(i was relieved,at least there's a girl!lol!)

then the teacher announced,"ok2,get ready,just a reminder,shade jawapan pakai pencil 2B ye...".this is by far the bestest part!Shikin suddenly stands up and kinda shouted(we were in the library!) "sape ade pencil lebih?!".i was like,whoa!lol!she could've just asked from someone sitting near her instead of shouting out loud!lmao!

then2,everyone shook their head,apparently as we enter high school,most of us just carry one or none pencil to school!so this Shikin was like,"alamak!macam mane ni?".out of curiosity,i asked her,"ko tak bawak pencil ke?" which i know,was a danging stupid question cause obviously she doesn't have it with her,or else she wouldn't be shouting for a pencil!haha!her answer was,"bukan pencil je aku takde,aku takde pape!",then evilness terserlah!i laughed real hard!haha!it seemed funny at that moment!

apparently she didn't know it was a written quiz!so to redeem my evilness for laughing at her,i asked around for a pencil!no luck!suddenly Harzarul called me,said he got an extra pencil!i said,"hah!bagilah!".then he pulled it out of his pencil case,the pencil was like 5cm long,maybe less!i was trying really hard to stop myself from laughing as i handed it to Shikin!she was like,"aaa...bolehlah..."haha!

so this is basically a story of a pencil more than it is a story of chemistry!but i just like the title!lol!anyways,i was playing rubik's cube most of the time,competing with Zarul on who gets to solve the cube faster!so conclusion is,the chemistry quiz was more a rubik's competition to me!lol!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

rubik's cube

bought a 4x4 rubik's today!
and solved it at 12.08am(p.c. time)
credits goes to Dan Brown(pogobat)!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

think you know me?

No matter what I write, you still won't know a thing about me. I could spend days typing my life story, and at the end, you still won't have a clue about who I am, what I stand for, or why I act the way I do. Words can't top experience, and until you've really experienced me, you won't know a thing about me. But, hey. I've got some spare time. Here's an attempt. ;)

My name is Nurul Syahirah. You can call me Ira if that's too tongue twisting for you to pronounce and too complicated for you to remember. I'm turning 17 this year.i have a good life.nothing to complain about.I'm loud. Right off the bat, within 2 minutes of meeting me, one realizes I have no inhibitions and nothing is too much. I have a habit of shouting obscenities across the room. It passes the days with laughs and strange looks. It keeps life less monotonous.

I love taking pictures and ironically,most of them does not include me in it. I spend most of my time with the guitar, and at times with the piano. I'm not ashamed to admit that i'm a huge fan of The Jonas Brothers and All Time Low.I'm into literature but I hate studying it. Get what i mean? Yes? Good! No? Never mind!

A lot of people judge me in a bad way, and they don't even know me. i'm not saying i'm a good person, but i don't think i'm a bad one either. I don't know if jealousy got them, but other than that, they don't have any reasonable excuse to hate me.it makes you look ridiculous more than anything else. so i guess you should stop and think about yourself? Deal?

I feel every human is exactly the same. Our differences are superficial. Partaking in discrimination is something we do out of fear. At our core, we all desire the same basic things. We're all human, and to look at one human and say they are less than you because of some superficial differences is naive and an act of immaturity.

Life is sacred and treasured. I want the world to succeed. I want every child to have enough food and an education. I want a cure for AIDS and all types of cancer. I want peace and harmony. I want all of these things. I am aware that it will never happen. I don't sit and wait for it to happen. I know it's a fairytale, but that doesn't mean that I don't dream for it.

At the end of the day, i'm Syahirah. Words won't capture my essence, just like they could never capture yours.

p/s:Credits goes to Azielia Anne Amalina for her great writing.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

stop saying A'KUM!

we all like to do things the easy way...
but for the Muslims,pls do not use the word "A'kum" to replace "Assalamualaikum" when texting,etc.
why?because AKUM is an acronym for the word (more like a sentence to me actually) "AVDE KOKHAVIM U MAZZALOT" which means "slaves of the animals and the unguided people" in jewish.this name is given by the jews for the non-jews.
so...if ASSALAMUALAIKUM is tooooooooooo long for you to type,just say "Salam".easy rite...

idiom by an idiot...lol!

i'm sure you've heard of the idiom "every cloud has it's silver lining"...
how about "every panties has it's pantiliner"?
i'm just talking craps!lmao!

close minded!

actually this happened yesterday,we were at some newly opened restaurant in search of the so-called-delicious kuey teow(yeah rite) but didn't find it,so we ended up eating at another stall.
we were eating(me,mama,petak) when suddenly the 8pm news starts...first headline:"PPSMI kembali BM" i was like..."what the h***?!"

i mean honestly,this is so damn stupid!whoever made this decision might as well kill himself!honest!this is like killing our own generation!
i mean c'mon!english in sc and math were started back in the year 2003,and i have yet to see any negative outcome from it,why are they reverting it to BM all of a sudden?
don't get me wrong.i'm not anti-Malay or something...i'm a malay and i'm proud to be one(i'd be prouder if malays would accept challenges)...but i believe,these kinds of things are the reasons why most succesful Malays are embarrased to admit themselves to be ANAK MELAYU.malays are afraid to accept challenges!

doesn't mean when you speak in english,you're admitting yourself as a western-er,stop being close minded people!it just shows that we're standing up to the challenges ahead of us.by doing math and sc in bm,i believe that all we're doing is learn for exams and not for life.do you really think with knowing only one language you'd be able to go far?dream on...

even if you say by scoring all those papers you'd be able to go far,think of it,what about going overseas?speak in malay when you're in London?do that and you'll be their laughing stock!alright,look at it this way,most chinese masters two languages,chinese and malay,indians,tamil and malay,how about us malays?just Bahasa Malaysia?i'm not proud to be saying,"saya anak melayu.saya skor 11a1 dlm SPM.tp saya hanya tahu ckp Bahasa Malaysia" what the hell is there to be proud of?

wake up!towards one malaysia,does that means just one language?a language that is only mastered in not even a quarter part of the world?is that just how far we'd go?is that the vision Malaysians are gonna be carrying towards 2020?if that's the case,i'd have to think back a million times before using the phrase "i'm proud to be a Malaysian".

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

11.31 p.m.(pc time)

solved my first rubik's cube!LOL!

then solved
another two by 11.56 p.m(pc time)!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Here's a quiz,you don't really have to answer it,just read on to find out the answer...

Take this quiz:
1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.
2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.
3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.
4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.
5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor actress.
6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.
How did you do?

The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are
no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields.
But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten.
Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:
1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.
2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.
3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.
4. Think of a few people who have made you feel, appreciated and special.
5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.
6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.
Easier?

So what i'm trying to say is,the people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

as said before

okay,so i didn't update my blog last weekend like i said i would...
nope!i didn't forget,i was toooooo busy with school thingy!
had leadership course on Saturday (i didn't wanna go,i had to as i was club president) and it took me all day!
Sunday,i was tooooooo lazy to go online,so there!lol!

back to what i was supposed to talk about,had my AFS interview on 16th June,i assure you,i messed it up!honest!i was stammering and speechless when asked even the simplest question!gosh!
nevertheless,even if i don't make it,i had a great time,made new friends and met new people!those experience is more than enough to satisfy me!(but i still hope i pass the interview!haha!)
honestly,i so miss Merve,Tim,Martin,Niel and my closest friend during the interview,Atikah...
i so regret not bringing my camera along!
well anyway,that's about everything that happened on 16th June!

next day,17th June,like i said,had my oral test,last group to be called,and that was it!lol!oh yeah, my teammates said they peek in and saw the marks, said i got 30. really?i still think that's impossible,but doesn't mean i don't want it to be true!*winks*

i guess that's all i have to say now!good day!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

AFS!

17th June 2009.

Well, my first blog,okay,em,we had our oral test today,for English,our group was the last one to be called!yay!lol!
anyways,they said i got 30/30!yay again!but still not sure.haha!
but still,that sort of drains out the bad feelings i had about messing up my AFS interview yesterday!
How did i mess it?
Well,i'll write the whole story this weekend...
GTG!Bye!