here's to you sir,
i believe,the childhood she wished you had shared with her is gone,zilch,it's not here anymore.you can't expect an acceptance after all the foolish discourse you have caused.it ain't gonna be easy.you can't take away someone's pride,turn it into a laughter evoking act,and think they'll still be hoping you'd share the joy.she's starting to believe a perfect ending is just bullshit,and thanks to you,her points are well sealed.
time flies,seasons changed,years passed,and i assure you,people grows.like it or not,they'll have their own mentality.they'll judge you with or without the existence of influences.this is no time to be dropping off a lesson or two,she's had hers.and trust me,you're not one of the teachers.and just so you know,the respects she has for you are thinning by every passing second.and don't you dare go around pointing fingers,this fault is none other than yours.
the times she needed you,the times she wished you're by her side,has outdistanced.
i'm sorry captain,the ship has sailed,and you're not in it.
p/s:the happiness you tend to give is just too ephemeral to stay a glance of memory.